奇异的爱 (Amazing Love Original Chinese Song)

Yaay! Finally finished composing!!!!! After 3 months... hahahah...

Joel Osteen - Power of Letting Go Past

May you be blessed!

Feeling Fridays: For My Mommy

Sorry for the long intro, song starts from 3 minutes!!

Feeling Fridays: Empty

Feeling Friday: Beautiful

Lyrics:
So you think the sunset's wonderful,
as the light fades across the sky?
God created it with just His words,
but with His hands,
He made you

You're beautiful (x3)
Coz He made you
You're beautiful (x3)
Coz He made you

You're amazed with the sparkling stars, 

burning at million light years away

God created them with just His words

but with His hands

He made you

You're beautiful (x3)
Coz He made you
You're beautiful (x3)
Coz He made you

You are the reason He came down from Heaven to Earth

For all humanity, He hung suffering at the cross

as crazy as it sounds, from a God You hardly knew

The reason He did this is coz He loves you.

You're beautiful (x3)
Coz He made you
You're beautiful (x3)
Coz He made you

So you think the sunset's wonderful,
as the light fades across the sky?
God created it with just His words,
but with His hands,
He made you

You're beautiful 

Feeling Friday: You are always around

Lyrics:
I may be tripping, failing, falling
I may be rolling on the ground
Friends may turn their backs on me
but You are always around

Right there watching and keeping
me safe from harm
Only You would know the gems in me
that can be found

Coz You are,
my Maker and my Friend
Coz You are,
the One I long to see in the end

Some may be failing, falling
Presidents rolling on the ground
The world may turn upside down
But You are always around

Right there watching and keeping
us safe from harm
Only You would know the gems
that can be found all around

Coz You are,
our Maker and our Friend
Coz You are,
the One we long to see in the end

I may be tripping, failing, falling
I may be rolling on the ground
Friends may turn their backs on me
but You are always around

Feeling Friday: Living Letters of Grace

Lyrics:
All of us have a past of shame..
We were all lost and undone.
We were all drowning,
In the ocean of sins
till we reached out and held on to
Your outstretched arms

Now we're all sinners saved by grace
And now Jesus lives within us
But how sad it is,
when nobody believes
coz what we said and did
make others think we're lost

Jesus You said we are the light of the world,
We were meant to shine, meant to shine!

Chorus:
You are Lord God Almighty
Saviour of many
Help us walk Your way
as You walk with us
Jesus， Friend of all sinners,
Forgive us and teach us
Use us each day as
Living letters of grace

Letters of grace

Lord turn our hearts to hear You speak
Let our eyes see how You've seen us
May we be out there each day
showing Your love
Even when the lost are bent on hurting us,
like we did
(Pre-chorus, chorus)

Feeling Friday: The One worthy to be Praised!

Lyrics:
Father, You are the pillar of cloud and fire
that guide my way
Your staff and rod, they comfort me
You're the only one who knows how it's gonna end in victory
And for that I'm rest assured.

And at the start of every day,

Chorus:
I praise You God Our Provider
I praise You God our Healer
I praise You coz You are the beginning and the end
the One who is worthy to be praised

I praise You Jehovah Jireh
I praise You Jehovah Rophe
I praise You coz You are the Alpha and Omega
the One who is worthy to be praised
Always

Father, You are the pillar of cloud and fire
that guide my way
Your staff and rod, they comfort me
You're the only one who knows how it's gonna end in victory
And for that I'm rest assured.

And at the end of every day,

Chorus:
I praise You God Our Provider
I praise You God our Healer
I praise You coz You are the beginning and the end
the One who is worthy to be praised

I praise You Jehovah Jireh
I praise You Jehovah Rophe
I praise You coz You are the Alpha and Omega
the One who is worthy to be praised
Always

and at every moment every day

I praise You Jehovah Jireh
I praise You Jehovah Rophe
I praise You coz You are the Alpha and Omega
the One who is worthy to be praised
Always

真正好/ I've got peace like a river

I Will Live for You (original)

It's been awhile.. But I am thankful to our Abba Father, who placed this song in my heart..

Thank You for loving me no matter what..

Joel Osteen: Developing a Habit of Happiness

Finally! Somebody who said the same thing as me,

"If you find out you only have a few weeks to live,
will you still be having a grudge against someone?"

Joel Osteen: Help Others to Win

God has blessed us richly,
true success is when we reach back and pull someone else with us.

May you be blessed and be blessing to others after hearing this..

Jesus, Your place is in my heart

Lyrics:
When there's no one who can understand me,
You are here.
When my heart's broken by accusations,
You are near.
When those tears of pain came falling down,
Your nail pierced hand caught every tear.

On the narrow path of righteousness
Lord, You are here
Though from time to time, I tripped and fell
Yet, You're still near
Coz it seems when I am close to the ground,
Your nail pierced feet takes away fear

Chorus:
And I will sing,
I will proclaim
No riches, nor fame
Will take Your place

I will sing,
All voices sing,
Lord Jesus,
Your place is in my heart

Not the One

My last worldly love song.. 

Saying no to sin, 

Yes to God. 

Right believing leads to right living.

Joel Osteen: Remembering the Good

I have been listening to Joel Osteen's message and I had been greatly blessed.

Lord, teach me to remember Your promises, Your victory over sin, over death. 
Help me to remember how You hand picked me to serve You.

Thank You Jesus. 

God with us (Accoustic Cover)

God with us

The most memorable line of the song is
"Who are we, that You would be mindful of us?"

Blessed are the merciful...

That's the message today from SJSM...
Today's message has really blessed me.

One thing that the preacher said that struck me was,
"In this dog eat dog world, being merciful is equalvilant to being soft"

It struck me how hard hearted Christian have become, we are so much like the world that we forgotten God has mercy upon us first.. That we forgotten, Jesus wants us to minister to the world, how can we be ministers when we are no different?

What many Christians wanted, is only the saving grace of God,
and many forgotten about being Christ like, Christ minded...

Praising God in the storm

I remembered a year ago, I was at the lowest point of my life..

I banged my head anywhere I could,
I punched anything that's hard enough,
I pinched myself when I couldnt do both,
and I asked myself,
"Why am I even alive?"

I overdosed on medication,
I sufficated myself on my pillow,
I screamed my lungs out,
and I asked myself,
"Why am I not dead?"

All these while,
You were with me.
My Faithful Shepherd,
looking at this little black sheep
tossing and turning,
struggling to move away from Your nail pierced hands,
while trying to get myself into danger.

All these while,
You were by my side.
My Faithful Friend,
watching me hurt myself,
catching my every tear,
and loving me,
keeping me safe,
giving me attention
even when I refused to bow to You
in total surrender.

Yet, all these while,
You never gave up on me.

Thank You.

Thank You for teaching me the real meaning of
"In all things give thanks".

Thank You for granting me a great friend.

Thank You for sending help when I needed it.

The world will never understand how much help You have given me,
my own family doesnt understand why I honour You so much,
my colleagues thinks I am too stubborn in faith,
my friends laughed when I was displeased with how they treated You with disrespect.

But I dont care how they think,
because those awful nights,
they are not the ones with me,

You are,
and for that,
I will only listen to You.

Come what may Lord,
I will praise You in the storm..

Not gonna be a pew warmer.. Nah-uh..

Not gonna waste my time,
breaks my heart every single day to see
"Christians" living their life :/...

Not gonna look at others,
Lord,
Search me, create in me a new Spirit,

I ONLY want to live for YOU!

To the "fat" and "Ugly"...

I used to always think I would never be able to find any guy who will love me for who I am.

I believed in the lies sold by movies, television, commercials...

I believed in MTVS, songs written by "great talent" describing their love for sexy, hot babes.

Yet, I overlooked one fact.

There is one God, THE ONLY GOD,

who is SO IN LOVE with me,

that He died for me,
and rose again,
and NOW,

He is waiting for me.

You are precious,
You are His,
You are Beautiful.

Thank you Jesus.. For loving me when no one else would...

Cutting it off...

Mummy had to go for an opt to saw off the bone jutting out from the side of her toe, I am not too sure if it's call bunyon.. But it was quite serious, coz it causes her a lot of pain as she's walking. While she chose to compromise the way she walked, it caused her knees to be in pain.. So therefore, this opt has to be done to ensure her that she will be walking with greater comfort as she graciously aged.

The opt was simple. She was awaken sometimes by the noises of the saw they use (they only numb the lower part of the body). Anyway, what happen was that because her big toe would be shorter, the opt also consist of shortening the other toes, so that she could balance when she recover.

While I see mummy feeling weary because of the med, I was reminded of what Jesus said,

"If your right eye casuses you to sin, pluck it out and cast it from you: for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish, than for your whole body to be cast into hell.

And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and cast it from you; for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish, than for your whole body to be cast into hell. "

~Matthew 5:29,30~

Indeed, parts of me had been chopped, torn and blast away. Thereafter, new parts were gently molded as the Holy Spirit continues to grant me more comfort as I mature my faith in God.

I am happy mummy has seen the changes in me..

Today I helped her shower, and I was reminded of the times, one of the few times she showered me and how much I enjoyed it. Mummy was always busy, most of the times she's not at home. And when she's at home, she was either quarelling with dad, or supervising my sisters doing household chores. Times spent alone, caregiving times were few.

If someone have to try and figure out why I am such a "sticky" friend, well, I am sorry I give you the "sticky" feeling. Had a lousy childhood, but hey, all things turned out well, coz I am in God's hands.

And I dont know how many spiritual operations i still need to do, but Lord, come what may.

Are you hurt?

To you who might be hurting now,
be it after an event that happened yesterday,
or a year.

Healing will not come from the explained,
it comes from the One up above.

Healing will not come from the one who hurt you,
but from the the One who was nailed on the cross.

Healing will not come from the one who was your friend,
but from the One who never left.

Knowledge doesn't heal you,
Self righteousness doesn't heal you,
Right relationship plus a right living does.

God bless...

Already There

One line that struck me from this song is,

"To You my life is a memory"

Lord, give me the faith I need to know You are in control..

When I trip or fall

I will hit the ground, running back to You!

Come to the Well

Never think for 1 second,
that you can find satisfaction in this earth.
There is,
and always will be
only ONE Person,
who can satisfy that longing in your deepest part of your heart.

Do you need a Father who adores you?
Do you need a Brother who stands by you?
Do you need a Friend who never fails you?
Do you need a Teacher who guides you?
Do you need a Shepherd who hears you, who protects you,
who dies for you?

Then read this,

"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28

Awake my soul!

Attending St John St Margaret's been a real blessing to me.
When I thought my soul's been buried away a midst the troubles that brewed,
being with my family and a church THAT IS listening to God,
stirs up every part of me, causing me to be AWAKEN.

Black and white turns to gray...

Sin is enticing, just like the wolf licking a blade it thinks is meat,
sooner or later, it is licking its own blood,
Sooner or later, it dies.

My testimony: Birth

30 Years!

Are we a fruitful Church?

Or have we been pushing and pulling the tractor on our own, without realising its full potential..
I thank God for the times i worshipped at SJSM. The vicar realises the need for revival, not just comfortable Christian, not just pew warmers.
I had been blessed with the messages, pushing me to listen and to let the Holy Spirit take care of my directions..
Are we a fruitful and life giving church?

Where r u, men of courage?

Watch "Courageous-Casting Crowns with lyrics" on YouTube

Jesus, friend of sinner

Lord, please not let the world trip on me..
Let me be useful to Your kingdom